Yeah! It's true.. this is the power of flower which brought a new fragrance in my life, in my world..
This blog has become dedicated to my love and my relationship experiences.
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
I feel horrible..
I never ever wanted this to happen. I feel like I'm too much for her and that's the last thing I wanted to do. I'm starting to think that maybe I am too old for her and because of this it's not going to work. I love her to death, but I don't want to do this to her or myself anymore. I actually do kind of want to break up with her. I hate admitting to that and it would totally kill me, but maybe it's for the best... I'm never more happy than when we're together. But maybe she doesn't feel the same. Sometimes I feel like she doesn't care. This relationship is very one-sided. I have to cater to her constantly. She's the one that I have to be understanding to. I'm really sick of all of this. I've never been in a serious relationship before and this is all new to me. I know what I want and I know what I want to do but are those wants realistic? And is what I want to do the right thing? I want this relationship to work, I really do... but only if she does. I don't want to be in a relationship with someone if that someone doesn't want to be in one... I want to know what she's thinking and feeling even if it means that it'll hurt me. I'd much rather know than not know. Sometimes I think about what it would be like without her and I hate the way it looks... but maybe it would be better for the both of us. Leaving her is the very last thing I want to do, but maybe I should...
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Dear Mom
Mother's Day just passed, so my timing's off, but better late than never. I was thinking this morning that how lucky I am to have had you & dad as my parents. Thank you for helping me become the person I want to be, for being my best friend and for not freaking out on me.
Thank you for treating me like someone you like and not just like an extension or reflection of yourself. You've taught me to be reasonable, fair, tough, careful, responsible and strong.
This past year has been crazy full of a million changes. I don't know how I would be okay wihtout your help.
^_^ Thank you and Happy Mother's Day !!
Thank you for treating me like someone you like and not just like an extension or reflection of yourself. You've taught me to be reasonable, fair, tough, careful, responsible and strong.
This past year has been crazy full of a million changes. I don't know how I would be okay wihtout your help.
^_^ Thank you and Happy Mother's Day !!
Monday, September 11, 2006
Am missing you!!
My Heart is Missing You!!
When you are gone
I feel so alone
I miss you dear
when you are not here
You make my day
Like when the sun shines in May
I need to see your smile
and I wish I could see it more then just once in a while
You are such delight
and add joy to my nights
I want you to know what you mean to me
and oh.. I hope that you can see
My heart is missing you
and I wonder... do you miss me to?
I hope that you do
because I know I miss you!!
I always hope you are ok, and nothing is wrong
When will I see you again.. oh I hope it won't be long!
I need to know that you care
and that no matter what you will always be there
Remember this is for you, my friend
and to you I will send
So keep it close to you heart
and if you do, we will never part
My heart is missing you!!
When you are gone
I feel so alone
I miss you dear
when you are not here
You make my day
Like when the sun shines in May
I need to see your smile
and I wish I could see it more then just once in a while
You are such delight
and add joy to my nights
I want you to know what you mean to me
and oh.. I hope that you can see
My heart is missing you
and I wonder... do you miss me to?
I hope that you do
because I know I miss you!!
I always hope you are ok, and nothing is wrong
When will I see you again.. oh I hope it won't be long!
I need to know that you care
and that no matter what you will always be there
Remember this is for you, my friend
and to you I will send
So keep it close to you heart
and if you do, we will never part
My heart is missing you!!
Friday, September 01, 2006
She loves me
"If I die never having loved, then I die never having lived"....
"If you could only see the way she loves me, maybe you would understand why I feel this way"....
"You are so beautiful, you are my destiny, you are my complete soul, after all you are me"....
"The greatest flower scent in my garden is your heart".
"If you could only see the way she loves me, maybe you would understand why I feel this way"....
"You are so beautiful, you are my destiny, you are my complete soul, after all you are me"....
"The greatest flower scent in my garden is your heart".
Monday, July 10, 2006
Only You
I love you more than words could ever say,
I feel it growing in my heart each and every day,
All this love I feel
Has never felt so real
You give me something no one has ever given me,
It's something you cannot see
Love so strong, and so true
It makes me think of only you
Don't worry you're the only one for me
You, and I, and everyone else can see
I love you with all my heart
No one could ever make us part.
I feel it growing in my heart each and every day,
All this love I feel
Has never felt so real
You give me something no one has ever given me,
It's something you cannot see
Love so strong, and so true
It makes me think of only you
Don't worry you're the only one for me
You, and I, and everyone else can see
I love you with all my heart
No one could ever make us part.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
All My Life
It was not so long ago
when I thought I'd never meet someone like you.
Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control
Believing I'd never fall.
All my life I thought no one would
melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold,
a heart hardened by the past,
protected by shields so vast.
Slowly I was falling
without even knowing.
Only to find out too late
I have no choice but to accept my fate.
I could dream, I suppose
forever, I could hope
there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny
so I wake up to reality.
I lied when I said
I didn't love you,
that my feelings for you
are through.
I lied
not because I wanted to
but because I love you
and I still do.
I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you
but I just have to let go.
I can't hold on much longer
'coz for us there's no forever.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
One Love
Dear Honey
There are no words to express how I feel about you. I constantly search for the words, and they all seem less than I truly feel. You are my life, my heart, and my soul. You are my best friend. You are my one true love. I still remember the day we first met. I knew that you were the one I was meant to be with forever.
As the years went by and we drifted apart, I still held onto the memory of you. I thought of you everyday, and dreamed of you each night. Just when I thought you had forgotten me, you would call and make all my dreams seem real. The sound of your voice on the line was the sweetest sound I would ever find. Then one day you gave me a call, and told me I might have a chance to rectify it all. My heart was beating hard within my chest. My hand was shaking and I could barely breathe. Then you came out to see me and I knew it was meant to be. Those were the sweetest days, of memories of the past. It went so quickly, I wanted it to last. The day you left, I wanted to die. You called me again, your voice on the line. I had to be near you, lying on your chest. I need to show you, that you were the best. So I made the decision to tell you how I feel. When you said you felt the same, I felt it was a dream. I packed up my stuff and altered my life. I never looked back, now you will make me your wife. I am on a cloud, living in a dream, and a few days from now, it will really feel real. I wrote this letter for you to keep, and when you need a reminder of how I feel. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, words cannot express how you make me feel. I make this promise to you my dear, to love you the way that you love me. I now look to the future and forget the past, your life is mine and we will make it last. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I’ll love you more tomorrow than I do today.With all my heart I am forever yours.
Love Always and Forever,
Nani
There are no words to express how I feel about you. I constantly search for the words, and they all seem less than I truly feel. You are my life, my heart, and my soul. You are my best friend. You are my one true love. I still remember the day we first met. I knew that you were the one I was meant to be with forever.
As the years went by and we drifted apart, I still held onto the memory of you. I thought of you everyday, and dreamed of you each night. Just when I thought you had forgotten me, you would call and make all my dreams seem real. The sound of your voice on the line was the sweetest sound I would ever find. Then one day you gave me a call, and told me I might have a chance to rectify it all. My heart was beating hard within my chest. My hand was shaking and I could barely breathe. Then you came out to see me and I knew it was meant to be. Those were the sweetest days, of memories of the past. It went so quickly, I wanted it to last. The day you left, I wanted to die. You called me again, your voice on the line. I had to be near you, lying on your chest. I need to show you, that you were the best. So I made the decision to tell you how I feel. When you said you felt the same, I felt it was a dream. I packed up my stuff and altered my life. I never looked back, now you will make me your wife. I am on a cloud, living in a dream, and a few days from now, it will really feel real. I wrote this letter for you to keep, and when you need a reminder of how I feel. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, words cannot express how you make me feel. I make this promise to you my dear, to love you the way that you love me. I now look to the future and forget the past, your life is mine and we will make it last. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I’ll love you more tomorrow than I do today.With all my heart I am forever yours.
Love Always and Forever,
Nani
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