Monday, October 01, 2007

Sometimes

I don't want to do this anymore.
But I would be a fool to leave her over this.
It would be something to regret for the rest of my life.
I love her so much, but sometimes I don't know what to do...

RAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN

I'm just annoyed... this isn't some kind of serious problem we're having. I just need to escape:

She never shares her feelings!!!

And it finally happened - THE BROKE UP :(

Tragic is more like it. I deserve this! I do! I should be in the hospital. This is the most painful thing I've ever been through. I'd do anything to win her heart. I'd cut my fucking arm off. I want her to call me and say the word which am waiting to hear, I want her to get mad at me, I want her to grab me from behind and squeeze me 'till I think my ribs are going to break. AAARRRGGGHHHH !!!!

why am writing all this in this blog... Wow, this hurts.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Love ?

Sucks

diabolic !!

I don't know what her fucking problem is, but I'd like to see her more than once a day...
Is that too much to ask?Yeah, she calls a few times a day which is nice, but it's not enough.
Show me that you miss me instead of just saying it all the time...

Actions speak louder than words.

Monday, June 04, 2007

Because of you


Because of you

my world is now whole,

Because of you

love lives in my soul.

Because of you

I have laughter in my eyes,

Because of you

I am no longer afraid of good-byes.

You are my pillarmy stone of strength,

I will joyously say 'I do',

for I have it all now

and it's all because of you.