Sometimes

I don't want to do this anymore.
But I would be a fool to leave her over this.
It would be something to regret for the rest of my life.
I love her so much, but sometimes I don't know what to do...

RAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN

I'm just annoyed... this isn't some kind of serious problem we're having. I just need to escape:

She never shares her feelings!!!

And it finally happened - THE BROKE UP :(

Tragic is more like it. I deserve this! I do! I should be in the hospital. This is the most painful thing I've ever been through. I'd do anything to win her heart. I'd cut my fucking arm off. I want her to call me and say the word which am waiting to hear, I want her to get mad at me, I want her to grab me from behind and squeeze me 'till I think my ribs are going to break. AAARRRGGGHHHH !!!!

why am writing all this in this blog... Wow, this hurts.